Hit by a Train...

Ouch, that would hurt wouldn't it? Well, I haven't been hit by one luckily ^^, just I thought it would be an appropriate title.

Yeah, so I've been pretty good lately. Today I had a good first Saturday practice of Cross Country. We did hills at Algonkian Elementary, and even though I felt like crap, I was able to push myself well beyond what I can usually do. I actually did really well by my standards today. I was able to do all of the hills and not be the last one to the top. Then, even though I almost threw up as I did it, I was able to run back pretty much the whole way back to the school ^^. So, overall, besides there being a total lack of water, I lived. By the end I couldn't really get up and I was so dehydrated that everything was spinning, but I'm okay now ^^;

Yeah, so lately I haven't been in the best of moods. While I'm not overly pissed at the moment, I have been getting pretty pissed at my friend Sahil... He's just... meh... He doesn't realize how bad he's hurt me lately, even though he thinks he does... I feel like so much crap now. I just wish he'd realize it and like... apologize or something... Well, whatever, ranting here about vague crap like that won't help me...

Well, that's about it, just felt like venting a bit (even if it was a small amount ^^;). I guess I'll post something useful later. Until then.

Whoo... ugh... feelin' queasy (sp?)

Yeah... I'm not feeling very good (if you couldn't tell). Cross Country is fun, except for the nice feelings of queasiness (meh... sp?) that I get every time that I run. For those of you who couldn't tell, I felt like crap on Monday... It was probably one of my worst birthdays that I've ever had, but that's not saying much since I really dislike birthdays.

So, now it's been a few days and I feel only a bit better. It's ok, don't feel bad for me. Yesterday I planned a "party" for myself and invited a few of my friends over to have some good clean unadultrated fun ^^. It was pretty cool, I finally got to finish watching all of Hellsing (a very good anime for those of you who don't know) and I also got to watch the first five episodes of Weiß Kreuz Glühen. That was pretty spiffy and niftacious. It was a pretty good night overall, and it sorta makes up for how crappy I've been feeling.

You know... I think that I'm developing a good ol' case of OCD... I used to never care how much of a mess there is or anything in my house... but lately... After getting home from the meet today (which was ok... at least I didn't finish last ^^), I had taken a shower, but then I started cleaning... CLEANING! For some odd reason I just felt like cleaning my room and cleaning my bathroom... It was scary. Now I'm looking around and saying to myself that I need to vacuum and crap... Somebody snap me out of it! Oh well... I guess my parent's will enjoy it...

Well, I'm tired and don't really feel like typing much. I'll type some more some other time ^_^

Waking up...

The hardest part of a day... waking up...

Two days ago I woke up... and I have yet to truly sleep well...

Oh God... I really need to rant... but it's hard to say anything right now... I guess I'll start with the waking part... or maybe... the sleep before the day.

Yeah, so a few days we left to go on vacation and to take my sister back to school... Well, I never really wanted to go, the main reason being that James was having a birthday party that night. Of course, my dad forces me to go... I was really not liking the trip at all (as usual) for most of the trip down, but finally I accepted it and tried to cheer myself up...

Forget it... I don't feel like even trying to put my thoughts on paper... If you're actually interested leave a comment or something...

Hey! Look! Listen! Pay attention to me Link!!!

Look, I did something! Ok, now I'm done...


Just kidding :P I haven't updated in a while for one reason alone: I am lazy. One day, I don't even remember when that day was, I had to update. I said, I'll do it next time. The next time came and I just said... screw it. I don't have time (even though everyone knows by now that I have as much free time as a koala) to update this twice a week! So, it's been a good nubmer of weeks, but I'm finally updating. I'll try to tell you all everything interesting that has happened so far.

*Dancing to Weapon of Choice* A lot of things have happened. I won't remember half of them, so bear with me as I take my time. Hmm... well, looking at the last date that I updated, it seems that I do remember what I did. That week I was all worried about getting my papers in for Cross Country which started on August 9th. I had gotten all of my papers in finally, and then I started worrying about XC itself... I was all worried if I had trained enough (by the way, I really didn't) or if I had done everything that I needed to prepare for it.

Well, it started, and the first day we did an exhausting 4 miles. This was followed by a good amount of push-ups and sit-ups... So, I was really tired and I felt like crappy-wappy (FFXI still working in me.... ^^;). The next few days showed me how much I had not trained... But, after that week (we ran about 28 miles total) I felt better. I got new insoles that weekend, which felt like heaven when I walked with my shoes. Monday, we ran the same thing as we did the previous Monday (which after 7 miles the last Wednesday felt very easy). After about 3 miles, I started feeling something cutting into my right foot. After another half mile, I soon found out that it was my new insoles that didn't feel like heaven anymore. Basically, I screwed myself over with these new insoles.

I got home and found out that I had these huge blisters where I thought I was being cut by the insoles... That was not good. What was good, however, was the fact that we went to Algonkian Park the next two days. There we did "fun runs" which in fact were fun runs. All we did was run around the park for 45 minutes each day. This was very good because I was actually able to do the running and not kill my feet.

And today... well... we won't talk about today... Yesterday afternoon, for no apperant (sp?) reason to me, I felt like crap. Not the kind of really physically tired crap from Monday, but a different kind. I felt like I had been mentally smacked around for a few hours. You know how it goes basically if you have ever felt like this before. This morning I woke up (at 5:45 as usual) and I just couldn't get up... I felt sick and terrible. So, I slouched on over to my parents' room and told them that I wouldn't be going today and went back to bed. Yeah... it sucked... and it was an easy day too! Oh well... I'll be going tomorrow.

Oh, I almost forgot. Yesterday I got a Gamecube!!! *heavenly music* It's like... really spiffy. I got a free game with it too. One of my favorite games for it... Metroid Prime!!! Really spiffy. I love that game. Now I'll be able to borrow any games that my friends have and actually be able to play them ^^ (no buying games for me).

Well, there are signs of the Apocalypse about... I got my schedule for school today... It's terrible. No fun classes this year whatsoever (besides chemistry, computer math, and physics ^_^). I hope that this year I have good teachers and that the classes are at least semi-fun... Meh...

Well, I'm done for the day. I'll update whenever I can, no more schedule until I say so! Have fun ^_^

Uh... nothing really...

Yeah... these last couple of days... Nothing has really happened at all. Unless you count me gettin my stuff something, then there's nothing. I really haven't had time to play the games since i got them, but I will. I'll give you all an update when I do begin playing them ^^;

Well... there is SOME news. Alex is back, and I'm happy. Finally, last week was boring as hell... and it passed by really slowly too. Alex was gone, and Sahil's been gone for two weeks at this awesome camp (more about that later though). Then... it was just boring. Nothing to do really. Nick did come one day to my house (Nick Kish) but he just stayed for a small bit. I just hope that when Sahil comes back that we can all have one like... big get together and have tons of fun like we did when summer first came ^^

Yeah, so, like I said, Sahil is in a really cool camp. I wish I could've gone, but it's probably too expensive anyways o.O;; The camp that he goes to isn't really a camp, though. It's more like taking summer classes in a university... but cool summer classes ^^ He's taking some like... phylosophical science or something (I can't remember the name ^_^;). Basically, it's like college, but at high school age and really cool classes. So in other words, it's awesome*!

Well... that's it. If you want more just go read about cocks and pussies somewhere else :P

I'll see you all later (hopefully with some news >.>;;)

*Refer to the prementioned statement of awesomeness.